THANKFUL I AM ALIVE!

I am So Grateful and Thankful that I survived .

Because my children deserve so much more then a selfish, lazy , lieing theifing adulteress as A Mom. I really did see the light meaning I was able to get on my knees and ask, cry, beg, for forgiveness for the ugly selfish person I had become. I was dieing I knew I was and God reached down and saved me. I don't know why I'm not Special. When I get on the pity pot I make myself look at things realistically.

That's what keeps me on track I have to be totally honest pull my head out of my ass get real honest with me. And sometimes it takes awhile but if I truly care I won't give up